Post 323: i Can't Get up (4/17/99)

I CAN'T GET UP (04/17/99)

Post 322: Why Can't i See (3/31/99)

 WHY CAN'T I SEE (03/31/99)

Post 321: April 23 (What Do You Say) (3/25/99)

APRIL 23 (WHAT DO YOU SAY) (03/25/99)

Post 320: Accounting Takes Two (3/25/99)

ACCOUNTING TAKES TWO (03/25/99)

Post 319: i Want to be Holding You Tonight (3/25/99)

I WANT TO BE HOLDING YOU TONIGHT (03/25/99)

Post 318: Forever On My Mind (3/25/99)

FOREVER ON MY MIND (03/25/99)

Post 317: All i Want is Forever (3/25/99)

ALL I WANT IS FOREVER (03/25/99)

Post 316: Tell Me How (3/17/99)

TELL ME HOW (03/17/99)

Post 315: Missing You (3/17/99)

MISSING YOU (03/17/99)

Post 314: Another Day (3/15/99)

ANOTHER DAY (03/15/99)

Post 313: Waiting for the Sunrise (2/22/99)

WAITING FOR THE SUNRISE (02/22/99)

Post 312: Locked Away (2/22/99)

LOCKED AWAY (02/22/99)

Post 311: Love In The Dark (2/22/99)

LOVE IN THE DARK (02/22/99)

Post 310: Don't Want to Lose You (2/22/99)

DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU (02/22/99)

Post 309: Living In Fear (2/22/99)

LIVING IN FEAR (02/22/99)

Post 308: Why Do You Push Me Away (2/21/99)

WHY DO YOU PUSH ME AWAY (02/21/99)

Post 307: Why Do i Feel The Way i Do (11/13/98)

WHY DO I FEEL THE WAY I DO (11/13/98)

Post 306: Say It's Forever (11/13/98)

SAY IT'S FOREVER (11/13/98)

Post 305: Saying i Love You (11/13/98)

SAYING I LOVE YOU (11/13/98)

Post 304: Anytime and In Everyway (11/13/98)

ANYTIME AND IN EVERYWAY (11/13/98)

Post 303: Lovestruck (11/13/98)

LOVESTRUCK (11/13/98)

Post 302: The Castle of Your Heart (11/12/98)

THE CASTLE OF YOUR HEART (11/12/98)

Post 301: Visions of Forever (Dreams in My Heart) (11/12/98)

VISIONS OF FOREVER (DREAMS IN MY HEART) (11/12/98)

Post 300: Dance of Life (1998), really 300 already?

DANCE OF LIFE (1998)

Post 299: You Are All i Need (1997)

YOU ARE ALL I NEED (1997)

Post 298: Untitled (1996)

UNTITLED (1996)

Post 297: Promises i Have Made (1996)

PROMISES I HAVE MADE (1996)

Post 296: i Wanna Be With You (1997)

I WANNA BE WITH YOU (1997)

Post 295: i Never Meant to Hurt You (1996)

I NEVER MEANT TO HURT YOU (1996)

Post 294: i Knew You Were the One For Me (1997)

 I KNEW YOU WERE THE ONE FOR ME (1997)

Post 293: Ice Age (7/20/09)

Ice Age (7/20/09 concept)

Post 292: Hot Winter Nights Version 2 (7/21/09)

Hot Winter Nights – Version 2 (7/21/09 concept, w )

Post 291: Hot Winter Nights (7/20/09)

Hot Winter Nights (7/20/09 Concept)

Post 290: Rubber Heart (7/20/09)

Rubber Heart (7/20/09 concept)

Post 289: It Ain't Right ( 4/11/10)

It Ain’t Right (1/27/10 c, 4/11/10 w)

Post 288: Last Friday Night (4/11/10)

Last Friday Night (1/27/10 c, 4/11/10 w)

Post 287: Little Miss Everything Right (4/11/10)

Little Miss Everything Right (1/27/10 c, 4/11/10 w)

Post 286: Vancouver (4/11/10)

Vancouver (4/11/10 c, w) t

Post 285: Rewind (4/11/10)

Rewind (1/27/10 c, 4/11/10 w)

Post 284: Pretend (4/11/10)

Pretend (1/27/10 c, 4/11/10 w)

Post 283: The Final Curtain (4/10/10)

The Final Curtain (1/27/10 c, 4/10/10 w)

Post 282: The Minute Hand (4/10/10)

The Minute Hand (1/27/10 c, 4/10/10 w)

Mature Themes and Other Stuff Like Stuff

So, I have been making numerous posts (some even have two views, I know it sounds implausible to me too).

I tried to update a previous post with a disclaimer that there may be some mature themes in some of the posts I make.  Mature themes could be things like s e x (what song isn't about that), pregnancy, life sucking, or even an absolutely soul crushingly devastating break-up. 

Trust me, there are some things that will never be posted here that go further.  i think most of these are kind of tame (at least not much further than a typical teenage would take them).  i may occasionally edit out profanity, specific phrases and the like.  i may miss some stuff though.

Post 281: My Name (10/1/01)

 My Name (8/20/09 c, 10/1/01 w)

Post 280: Subtlety (10/1/09)

Subtlety (8/19/09 c, 10/1/09 w)

Post 279: Slow Down (9/29/09)

Slow Down (8/19/09 c, 9/29/09 w)

Post 278: Virgin (9/29/09)

Virgin (8/19/09 c, 9/29/09 w)

Post 277: We Can Just Cuddle Tonight (9/29/09)

We Can Just Cuddle Tonight (8/19/09 c, 9/29/09 w)

Post 276: Forgotten Glory (9/29/09)

Forgotten Glory (8/19/09 c, 9/29/09 w)

Post 275: Ephemeral Eventuality Version 2 (1/27/13)

Ephemeral Eventuality V2 (1/20/13 c, 1/27/13 w )

Post 274: Ephemeral Eventuality Version 1 (1/27/13)

Ephemeral Eventuality V1 (1/20/13 c, 1/27/13 w)

Post 273: Standing Still (1/27/13)

Standing Still (8/17/10 c, 1/27/13 w)

Post 272: Untitled (3/12/11)

Untitled (3/12/11 c,w)

Post 271: All i Have Left (3/4/11)

All I Have Left (1/7/11 c, 3/4/11 w)

Post 270: Four Day Weekend (1/14/11)

Four Day Weekend (1/7/11 c, 1/14/11 w)

Post 269: Losing You (8/29/09)

 Losing You (5/22/09 c, 8/29/09 w)

Post 268: You Burn it Down (8/29/09)

You Burn it Down (5/22/09 c, 8/29/09 w)

Post 267: Not Enough (8/29/09)

Not Enough (5/22/09 c, 8/29/09 w)

Post 266: Color Me Depressed (8/28/09)

Color Me Depressed (4/30/09 c, 8/28/09 w)

Post 265: Oh God (7/18/99)

OH GOD (07/18/99)

Post 264: i Forgot to Be Your Friend (7/15/99)

I FORGOT TO BE YOUR FRIEND (07/15/99)

Post 263: Why You Wann Do Me That Way (7/15/99)

WHY YOU WANNA DO ME THAT WAY (07/15/99)

Post 262: Maybe It's Time to Give Forever a Chance (7/08/99)

 MAYBE IT'S TIME TO GIVE FOREVER A CHANCE (07/08/99)

Post 261: Where is the Love (7/08/99)

WHERE IS THE LOVE (07/08/99)

Post 260: Writer's Block (9/28/09)

Writer’s Block (8/19/09 c, 9/28/09 w)

Post 259: Weekend (9/28/09)

Weekend (8/19/09 c, 9/28/09 w)

Post 258: Flashlight (9/28/09)

Flashlight (8/19/09 c, 9/28/09 w)

Post 257: Revelation (9/28/09)

Revelation (8/19/09 c, (9/28/09 w)

Post 256: Confidence (9/28/09)

Confidence (8/19/09 c, 9/28/09 w)

Post 255: Mistake (9/28/09)

 Mistake (8/19/09 c, 9/28/09 w)

Post 254: We Need Rain (9/28/09)

We Need Rain (8/19/09 c, 9/28/09 w)

Post 253: Lose (9/28/09)

Lose (8/19/09 c, 9/28/09 w)

Post 252: Get to Sleep Tonight (9/29/09)

Get to Sleep Tonight (8/19/09 c, 9/28/09 w)

Post 251: Lines (9/28/00)

Lines (8/19/09 c, 9/28/09 w)

Post 250: Scientist (9/21/09)

Scientist (8/19/09 c, 9/21/09 w - badly)

Post 249: Ticking Clock (9/21/09)

Ticking Clock (8/19/09 c, 9/21/09 w - badly)

Post 248: Too Far to Lose (9/21/09)

Too Far to Lose (8/19/09 c, 9/21/09 w -badly)

Post 247: Me and You (1/31/00)

ME AND YOU (01/31/00)

Post 246: Why Do You Love Me (1/28/00)

  WHY DO YOU LOVE ME (01/28/00)

Post 245: i'm The Man of Your Dreams (1/27/00)

I’M THE MAN OF YOUR DREAMS (01/27/00)

Post 244: i Saw It In Your Eyes (1/16/00)

I SAW IT IN YOUR EYES (01/16/00)

Post 243: Shooting Star (2/21/99)

SHOOTING STAR (02/21/99)

Post 242: Rollercoaster (2/21/99)

ROLLERCOASTER (02/21/99)

Post 241: How Many Way Can i Say i Love You (2/19/99)

HOW MANY WAYS CAN I SAY I LOVE YOU (2/19/99)

Post 240: Against the Odds (2/19/99)

AGAINST THE ODDS (02/19/99)

Post 239: Salvation (9/21/09)

Salvation (8/19/09 c, 9/21/09 w -badly)

Post 238: Not Again Tonight (9/21/09)

Not Again Tonight (8/19/09 c, 9/21/09 w -badly)

Post 237: Let Me Get Some Sleep (9/19/09)

Let Me Get Some Sleep (8/19/09 c, 9/19/09 w)

Post 236: Reprieve (9/19/09)

Reprieve (8/19/09 c, 9/19/09 w)

Post 235: Without a Hitch (9/19/09)

Without a Hitch (8/19/09 c, 9/19/09 w )

Post 234: i Never Let Her Go (9/19/09)

I Never Let Her Go (9/19/09 c, w)

Post 233: i Loved That Girl (9/19/09)

I Loved that Girl (9/19/09 c, w)

Post 232: Dictator (9/19/09)

Dictator (8/19/09 c, 9/19/09 w) – off concept

Post 231: Asexual (9/15/09)

Asexual (9/15/09 c, w)

Post 230: Inside of You (9/15/09)

Inside of You (9/15/09 c,  9/15/09 w - badly)

Post 229: Your Dress (9/15/09)

Your Dress (9/15/09 c, w)

Post 228: My Last Night (9/15/09)

My Last Night (8/9/09 c, 9/15/09 w - badly)

Post 227: Victim (9/15/09)

Victim (8/19/09 c, 9/15/09 w - badly)

Post 226: Invisible (9/7/09)

Invisible (8/12/09 c, 9/7/09 w badly)

Post 225: Dreams in My Heart (3/16/99)

DREAMS IN MY HEART (03/16/99)

Post 224: A Second Chance (3/16/99)

A SECOND CHANCE (03/16/99)

Post 223: Should i Give Up on Forever (3/16/99)

SHOULD I GIVE UP ON FOREVER (03/16/99)

Post 222: i Do (11/12/98)

I DO (11/12/98)

Post 221: Forever With You (11/12/98)

FOREVER WITH YOU (11/12/98)

Post 220: Can We Ever Be (11/12/98)

CAN WE EVER BE (11/12/98)

Post 219: Tell Me You Love Me (11/12/98)

TELL ME YOU LOVE ME (11/12/98)

Post 218: Life 2.0 (11/12/98)

LIFE 2.0 (11/12/98)

Post 217: Let It Take Flight (11/12/98)

LET IT TAKE FLIGHT (11/12/98)

Post 216: My Heart is a River (11/12/98)

 MY HEART IS A RIVER (11/12/98)

Post 215: High on Love (11/12/98)

HIGH ON LOVE (11/12/98)

Post 214: i Can't Let You Go (11/12/98)

I CAN'T LET YOU GO (11/12/98)

Post 213: For a Life With You (11/12/98)

 FOR A LIFE WITH YOU (11/12/98)

Post 212: The Light in My Darkest Night (11/12/98)

THE LIGHT IN MY DARKEST NIGHT (11/12/98)

Post 211: Don't Give Up On Love This Time (1996)

DON'T GIVE UP ON LOVE THIS TIME (1996)

Post 210: Could You Be the One (1996)

COULD YOU BE THE ONE (1996)

Post 209: Life (1996)

LIFE (1996)

Post 208: Can't Finish What You Start (7/21/09)

Can’t Finish What You Start (7/20/09 c, 7/21/09 w)

Post 207: Keyhole (7/21/09)

Keyhole (7/20/09 Concept, 7/21/09 w)

Post 206: Dysotpia/Entropy (7/21/09)

Dystopia/Entropy (7/20/09 Concept, 7/21/09 w)

Post 205: 6 Numbers Version 2 (4/10/10)

6 Numbers V2 (1/12/10 c, 4/10/10 w)

Post 204: 6 Numbers (4/10/10)

6 numbers (1/12/10 c, 4/10/10 w)

Post 203: Zombie (4/10/10)

Zombie (1/12/10 c, 4/10/10 w)

Post 202: A Kiss Before Dying (3/10/10)

A Kiss Before Dying (1/6/10 c, 4/10/10 w)

Post 201: Livin' (4/10/10)

Livin’ (1/6/10 c, 4/10/10 w)

Post 200: Newlywed (4/10/10): The Bicentennial Post

Newlywed (1/6/10 c, 4/10/10 w)

Post 199: Fading (9/4/09)

Fading (8/9/09 c, 9/4/09 w) – maybe rewrite more clearly

Post 198: Sing (9/4/09)

 Sing (8/9/09 c, 9/4/09 w - badly)

Post 197: My Christmas Song (9/4/09)

My Christmas Song (8/9/09 c, 9/4/09 w -badly)

Post 196: Rain - B* Reversion (9/5/09)

 Rain - B* reversion (9/5/09 c, w)

Post 195: Rain (9/4/09)

Rain (8/9/09 c, 9/4/09 w)

Post 194: Going Nowhere (9/4/09)

Going Nowhere (8/9/09 c, 9/4/09 w)

Post 193: Jen, the End (1/7/11)

Jen, the End (1/7/11 c, w)

Post 192: Blame (11/19/10)

Blame (10/3/10 c, 11/19/10 w)

Post 191: Fallen Angel (Danger) (8/12/10)

Fallen Angel (Danger) (8/12/10 c)

Post 190: Cold Calling (11/19/10)

Cold Calling (8/12/10 c, 11/19/10 w)

Post 189: Green Xmas (12/23/07)

Green Xmas (12/23/07) [edited]

Post 188: Tragic Story (11/22/08)

Tragic Story (started 11/22/08)

Post 187: i Didn't Love You Enough to Let You Go (11/12/08)

I Didn’t Love You Enough to Let You Go (11-12/08)

Post 186: Mister Tonight (2/9/07)

Mister Tonight (2/9/07)

Post 185: All About Love (8/28/09)

All About Love (4/21/09 c, 8/28/09 w - badly)

Post 184: Laughing as the World Goes Down in Flames (8/28/09)

Laughing as the World Goes Down in Flames (3/6/09 c, w 8/28/09)

Post 183: Puppy Crush (8/2/09)

Puppy Crush (2/22/09 c, 8/02/09 w)

Post 182: Mister Insecure (8/2/09)

Mister Insecure (2/22/09 c, 8/02/09 w )

Post 181: The Truth of Who You Are (1999?)

THE TRUTH OF WHO YOU ARE

Post 180: i Thought That You Were the One (7/8/99)

I THOUGHT THAT YOU WERE THE ONE (07/08/99)

Post 179: It's Slowly Killing Me (1999?)

IT'S SLOWLY KILLING ME

Post 178: No One Can Love You Like i Can (7/3/99)

NO ONE CAN LOVE YOU LIKE I CAN (07/03/99)

Post 177: You're Never Too Far Away (7/3/99)

YOU'RE NEVER TOO FAR AWAY (07/03/99)

Post 176: Got to Hold On (7/02/99)

GOT TO HOLD ON (07/02/99)

Post 175: Today, Tomorrow, Forever (1996)

TODAY, TOMORROW, FOREVER (1996)

Post 174: Let's Find a Way (1996)

LET'S FIND A WAY (1996)

Post 173: With All My Heart (1996)

WITH ALL MY HEART (1996)

Post 172: Without You (1996)

WITHOUT YOU (1996)

Post 171: Something in Me (1996)

SOMETHING IN ME (1996)

Post 170: Red Haired Girl (1996)

RED HAIRED GIRL (1996)

Post 169: The Road to Your Heart (3/16/99)

THE ROAD TO YOUR HEART (03/16/99)

Post 168: Untitled (3/16/99)

UNTITLED (03/16/99)

Post 167: Snare Drum (9/4/09)

Snare Drum (8/9/09 c, 9/4/09 w - badly)

Post 166: Nightlight (9/4/09)

Nightlight (8/9/09 c, 9/4/09 w -badly)

Post 165: Vacancy (9/4/09)

 Vacancy (8/9/09 c, 9/4/09 w)

Post 164: Tether (9/4/09)

Tether (8/9/09 c, 9/4/09 w)