Post 266: Color Me Depressed (8/28/09)

Color Me Depressed (4/30/09 c, 8/28/09 w)

Falling stars obstruct the view

The view of you
But I can see
That you will never, never notice me

I could walk up to you

But what would you do
What would I say?

Color me depressed

Because I know I found something that I’ll never know
At least it seems outside my dreams
But that won’t stop my heart beat
It can’t help me forget that you could be
You could be the only thing I ever need
But I digress
Color me depressed

I could make a grand gesture

But I can’t think of anything to do
Anything remotely worthy of you
Anything that you always wanted
But have never received

Maybe it’s the glow

That I see whenever, whenever I’m in the same room with you
But I guess someone else has to see it too
I don’t know if I’ll ever be, ever be worthy of you

There is something about you

That I can’t explain
But maybe that is everything
Everything that I seem to feel
Whenever I think, whenever I think of you

Color me depressed

Because I know I found something that I’ll never know
At least it seems outside my dreams
But that won’t stop my heart beat
It can’t help me forget that you could be
You could be the only thing I ever need
But I digress
Color me depressed

Wanting someone, someone so much

Can’t be good for me
But maybe, maybe it’s my destiny

And someday maybe, maybe I’ll tell you everything
Everything that I’ve wanted to say for so long
Maybe someday, it won’t seem so wrong
So wrong to feel the way I do, the way I do
About someone who doesn’t know I’m alive

If I can have a dream come true
Baby, someday you’d feel it too

Color me depressed

Because I know I found something that I’ll never know
At least it seems outside my dreams
But that won’t stop my heart beat
It can’t help me forget that you could be
You could be the only thing I ever need
But I digress
Color me depressed