Post 234: i Never Let Her Go (9/19/09)

I Never Let Her Go (9/19/09 c, w)

Falling in love

Without instruction
I left it up to deduction

But how was I to know

Where it would lead
Was a path I never wanted to tread

I never let her go

She took her love from me
Here I am still hoping foolishly
When I know I have no chance
Someday I’ll have to move on
But what do I have to move on to
Without you
I never let her go

Feeling it out as I go

Giving in to, in to my delusion
That you really cared about me
I guess I should never have suspended my disbelief

But I was addicted

Addicted to the chemicals my brain would release
Whenever I was with you
Now where am I supposed to go?

I never let her go

She took her love from me
Here I am still hoping foolishly
When I know I have no chance
Someday I’ll have to move on
But what do I have to move on to
Without you
I never let her go

Wanting so much

So much to be the target of her love
When I couldn’t get enough
Wanting for her dreams to come true
With me at her side
Wanting her to want me
To be her everything

I never let her go

She took her love from me
Here I am still hoping foolishly
When I know I have no chance
Someday I’ll have to move on
But what do I have to move on to
Without you
I never let her go