Post 192: Blame (11/19/10)

Blame (10/3/10 c, 11/19/10 w)

I try to tell myself don’t think about it

I try to forget that i ever, forget that i ever knew you
But my heart doesn’t know how, know how to

Maybe there was something, something i could do

So in my self delusion i tell myself it isn’t true
Was it me, or was it you
Who should i blame for this dream
For this dream gone wrong
I still know where my heart belongs

 Another night, another night

Wondering where it went from right to wrong
Trying, trying to be strong
Even though i know i’m not
Fighting tears and painful memories
Trying to remember how to breathe

Maybe there was something, something i could do

So in my self delusion i tell myself it isn’t true
Was it me, or was it you
Who should i blame for this dream
For this dream gone wrong
I still know where my heart belongs

Trying to solve this puzzle

But i can’t find, i can’t find the answer
A reason to carry on
I don’t know if i can be that strong

 When i hear your name

i can see your face
And i know, i know it’s wrong
But i can’t stop from wishing, wishing the time was right
Wishing you would come back into my life

Maybe there was something, something i could do

So in my self delusion i tell myself it isn’t true
Was it me, or was it you
Who should i blame for this dream
For this dream gone wrong
I still know where my heart belongs (fade)