Post 231: Asexual (9/15/09)

Asexual (9/15/09 c, w)

I always wonder

What I am to you
Because I never know where I stand
You picked up my heart, then dropped my hand

Baby I don’t understand

I’m not asexual

Though it seems I am with you
There are things I want to do to you
There are things I want to share
But if you don’t see me that way
Maybe I should just walk away
I’m not asexual

What am I to you?

Am I am lamp, or maybe a chair

Maybe I’m just someone you can talk to
When nobody else is around
And you have nothing better to do

I’m not asexual

Though it seems I am with you
There are things I want to do to you
There are things I want to share
But if you don’t see me that way
Maybe I should just walk away
I’m not asexual

You say you want a friend

But I guess that’s ok
Because I do love being with you
Just hanging out
With nothing on the line

But if you think I’ll be satisfied

Just being by your side
I’ve got news for you

I’m not asexual

Though it seems I am with you
There are things I want to do to you
There are things I want to share
But if you don’t see me that way
Maybe I should just walk away
I’m not asexual

I’ll always need something
Something more from you
Than you keep giving to me
I can’t stay living in a dream
That someday you and me

We can be alone
Without any clothes in our way
And that we can
We can find a way to express ourselves more succinctly
Without inhibitions in the way
To keep our bodies saying from what they have to say

I’m not asexual

Though it seems I am with you
There are things I want to do to you
There are things I want to share
But if you don’t see me that way
Maybe I should just walk away
I’m not asexual