Post 202: A Kiss Before Dying (3/10/10)

A Kiss Before Dying (1/6/10 c, 4/10/10 w)

There are so many things I would like to

Like to regret

I’d like to forget how to remember the time I spent with you
But apparently that is one thing
One thing fate will never, never let me do
No matter how much, how much I try to
There is one thing, one thing I wish from you

Wherever you go, wherever you are
I keep praying that maybe
Maybe I’m still in your heart
When I take my last breath I’ll be thinking of you
And if anyone asks why my lips are pursed
As the hourglass fades away
I want them to know the last thing in my life I will do
Is think of you as you give me, at least in my last dream
A kiss before dying
A kiss before dying

There is so much between us
We never explored everything I wish we had
Thinking back, it is hard not to be sad
You knew that I wanted more
More than you are willing to give
I wanted it all, you as my wife
Mother to my kids
But the only thing I still have of you
Is this final dream that may seem silly to you

Wherever you go, wherever you are

I keep praying that maybe
Maybe I’m still in your heart
When I take my last breath I’ll be thinking of you
And if anyone asks why my lips are pursed
As the hourglass fades away
I want them to know the last thing in my life I will do
Is think of you as you give me, at least in my last dream
A kiss before dying
A kiss before dying

I know you’ll be the last thing I see when I close my eyes

And can’t wake up
Maybe there is somewhere, somewhere I can find your love
If it is only in memories and delusional dreams that will be enough
Because my the last gift to you is my unending love
My undying love

Wherever you go, wherever you are

I keep praying that maybe
Maybe I’m still in your heart
When I take my last breath I’ll be thinking of you
And if anyone asks why my lips are pursed
As the hourglass fades away
I want them to know the last thing in my life I will do
Is think of you as you give me, at least in my last dream
A kiss before dying
A kiss before dying