Post 565: Giving Up at Xmas (3/31/10)

Giving Up at Xmas (12/7/09 c, 3/31/10 w)

So many years have gone by

Another year is about to fade
How much longer, how much longer can I wait
Can I wait on the hope that things can magically go right
Maybe I shouldn’t wait
Wait for a fate, for a fate that will never come

Giving up at Xmas
There is nothing left for me
I can’t lie, there is no destiny for me that I can see
There is no white knight
Who can come and save my life
I’m giving up at Xmas

The lights are on my tree

But they aren’t calling back good memories
My hope has fallen, like the snow on the trees outside
But now, now I finally realize
Realize that this is the best it can be

Giving up at Xmas

There is nothing left for me
I can’t lie, there is no destiny for me that I can see
There is no white knight
Who can come and save my life
I’m giving up at Xmas

Now I know some folks would say

Would say that I should have hope
This is the time for miracles they say
But I don’t believe, believe that there is a reason to go on
Help me, help me Santa – I am not that strong

Giving up at Xmas

There is nothing left for me
I can’t lie, there is no destiny for me that I can see
There is no white knight
Who can come and save my life
I’m giving up at Xmas