Post 557: Empty Meaning (3/31/10)

Empty Meaning (12/3/09 c, 3/31/10 w)

This time of year is hard for me

It’s hard for me seeing those in love
Or those hanging out with their family
But there is, there is nothing for me

I’m stringing the lights

Putting decorations on my Christmas tree
But there doesn’t seem to be anything for me
Except an empty meaning
Can’t make sense of it all
There is an empty meaning

I walk alone across the fields of snow

Well the sidewalks covered with rain
Seeing all of the lights outside
And catching glimpses through open
Windows of families together
Having fun
But I don’t have anyone

I’m stringing the lights

Putting decorations on my Christmas tree
But there doesn’t seem to be anything for me
Except an empty meaning
Can’t make sense of it all
There is an empty meaning

I still have the dream

But ever year it seems farther out of reach
Finding someone, someone to get me
Someone to give my heart to
But she never comes my way

I’m stringing the lights

Putting decorations on my Christmas tree
But there doesn’t seem to be anything for me
Except an empty meaning
Can’t make sense of it all
There is an empty meaning