Post 406: Scream (2/5/11)

Scream (2/5/11 c,w)

Here i stand with my heart, my heart in my open hands

Waiting, waiting for someone
Someone that never comes
Someone that i can really love, really love

So tired of losing the game

Too many tears have run down my face
So hard not give up, not to give up
Trying hard not to show all the pain
Waiting for someone to make it go away

I want to scream, scream

But then they would all know, all know
That there is this gaping hole, gaping hole
Deep in my soul, deep in my soul
 And my heart is paying the toll, paying the toll
This emptiness is getting hard to control
I want to scream, scream silently

 Not here yet again today

So tired of seeing her face when i close my eyes, when i close my eyes
To find her gone in the light
Maybe she isn’t real, isn’t real
But i think i deserve to know
To know how love really, really feels

 Just like a puzzle where the pieces don’t fit, don’t fit

I get so mad, so mad that i want to quit
But life doesn’t work that way, work that way
I’m losing hope, losing hope
But that could all change tomorrow
It could change tomorrow with just a hello
I don’t know, i don’t know

 I want to scream, scream

But then they would all know, all know
hat there is this gaping hole, gaping hole
Deep in my soul, deep in my soul
 And my heart is paying the toll, paying the toll
This emptiness is getting hard to control
I want to scream, scream silently