Post 490: Self Delusion (4/27/10)

Self Delusion (3/7/10 c, 4/27/10 w)

I’m the king of the prom

The face of the new generation
Those are words that I will never, never fit me
But what can I do
When I lost my life, I lost my life when I lost you

I’ll try a little

Self delusion
If I can just confuse memories for all my hopes and dreams
Rewriting history, rewriting fate to keep you with me
But I know this can never be, can never be
But your memory haunts me
And I don’t want to dream
I’ll try a little self delusion, a little self delusion

I’m the most handsome man, the most handsome man you’ll ever see

When I’m asleep
But daylight comes anew shattering the dream
Waking up alone, i’ve never been so alone
Wishing that you’d be next to me
But I guess it wasn’t meant to be

I’ll try a little

Self delusion
If I can just confuse memories for all my hopes and dreams
Rewriting history, rewriting fate to keep you with me
But I know this can never be, can never be
But your memory haunts me
And I don’t want to dream
I’ll try a little self delusion, a little self delusion

I know that I can erase you from my mind

I’ll gladly forget, forget every time with you
Every time with you, you made me believe was true
And I’ll forget, forget every dream
Every dream I shared with you
Especially the ones you made untrue
I can get over you, I can get over you

I’ll try a little

Self delusion
If I can just confuse memories for all my hopes and dreams
Rewriting history, rewriting fate to keep you with me
But I know this can never be, can never be
But your memory haunts me
And I don’t want to dream
I’ll try a little self delusion, a little self delusion