This is like Senior Year Winter, but with more angst and fear of the future. College is ephemeral and long distance relationships almost never work. The degree was the easy part. However 21 credits in the last quarter wasn't exactly wise (barely missed Dean's List). Some interesting ones and bad formatting.
There are more i think, but formatting makes hard to see. i thought there were some decent ones hidden somewhere. Someday may update, for now too much trouble.
* Post 788: Just a Promise of Forever - denied
* Post 725: If I Listen to My Heart - the first line is a doozy
* Post 710: Your Friend Tells You - i wish you would have listened.
* Post 703: You Don't Want Me Anymore - so true
* Post 321: April 23rd (What Do you Say) - true story, she said nothing. One of the hardest things i have ever done. My heart beast wasn't ever faster (until i was diagnosed with WPW).
Background:
Finally, our hero gets to the end of his last school year. This is where the stuff hits the fan - all of the stressful future stuff. Leaving college in June was one of the hardest things i ever had to do. i knew that if i didn't lock it down by the end of the year i would lose the relationship that was my only hope for the future.
Stepping on After College tag. But after college, was absolutely crushed/demoralized (if i had guts/opportunity/intelligence then i doubt i would be here today existing as i'm told i do). As i said July 15, 1999. i got the Boyzone Album Where We Belong the same day. "Walk On" - easier said than done. My dad dying of cancer 2 days before my 16th birthday didn't do me any favors, but this was worse.
Our "writing story" does not end here though - it continues off and on for another decade (mostly off, after burst periods of activity).
Seriously, i don't know how to be a human sometimes. i couldn't write Country, don't drive and never had alcohol.
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