Post 663: Awake (3/8/10)

Awake (9/16/09 c, 3/8/10 w)

What is it three days now

Since I’ve been asleep

I can’t close my eyes

Because I don’t want to dream

Awake

I don’t want to eat, I don’t want to breathe

I just want everything back the way it used to be

I try to go on

But I’m not that strong

Lying here awake

The curtain has fallen

The show has ended

But the show was all I had

And everything that I could ever need

At least that is what I believe

Awake

I don’t want to eat, I don’t want to breathe

I just want everything back the way it used to be

I try to go on

But I’m not that strong

Lying here awake

It’s supposed to get easier, so I’m told

But it keeps getting harder everyday

And I don’t know if I have what it takes

To face the sun today

The tears have dried

But I can’t get on with me life

My life without you, I wish I didn’t have to

Awake

I don’t want to eat, I don’t want to breathe

I just want everything back the way it used to be

I try to go on

But I’m not that strong

Lying here awake