Post 577: Suicide (4/27/10)

Suicide (3/13/10 c, 4/27/10 w)

Sinking deeper and deeper into this abyss

Feeling more and more hopeless

As every day goes on, as every day goes on

I thought, I thought that I had something so strong

Just to see it fade away

And this is a loss; this is a loss I can’t take

Suicide, suicide is my only escape

The only escape from the unrelenting pain

The unrelenting pain I face

All of my dreams have died

Their corpses shining in the light

Now I see there is nothing, nothing here for me

I’ve given up waiting, waiting for destiny

This is the end, the end for me

Suicide, suicide is my only escape

Every day, everyday feels like penance I must pay

For a sin I didn’t commit, I didn’t commit

The light of hope extinguished

The candle flickers telling me, telling me I’m running out of time

Running out of time and there can be

There can be no reprieve; there is no escape from me

No escape in reality or my dreams

Now that I know the truth, now that I know the truth

There is only one option, one option left for me

Suicide, suicide is my only escape

The only escape from the unrelenting pain

The unrelenting pain I face

All of my dreams have died

Their corpses shining in the light

Now I see there is nothing, nothing here for me

I’ve given waiting, waiting for destiny

This is the end, the end for me

Suicide, suicide is my only escape

All alone, all alone in an empty sea

Waving, trying to find something

Or someone to rescue me, rescue me

But there is a lighthouse in the distance, but no ships at sea

I’m losing what it takes to stay afloat

Now I’m sinking, sinking

The water is over my head, and I’m drowning

As I take my last breath wondering what my life

What my life meant

But I won’t ever find an answer (one does not exist)

Suicide, suicide is my only escape

The only escape from the unrelenting pain

The unrelenting pain I face

All of my dreams have died

Their corpses shining in the light

Now I see there is nothing, nothing here for me

I’ve given waiting, waiting for destiny

This is the end, the end for me

Suicide, suicide is my only escape