Post 576: 6 Months (4/27/10)

6 Months (3/7/10 c, 4/27/10 w)

It seems like only yesterday

Only yesterday that you let me in your life

Where I wanted to be to stay

But a lot can change, a lot can change

6 months

Time I’ve spent with you dating exclusively

I wanted more

Like a lifetime, a lifetime of love

But you had enough of me

Now I struggle, struggle to believe

That I ever meant anything, anything to you

6 months meant the world to me

Apparently they meant

Nothing, nothing to you

So strange how fast that time can fly

Time can fly when you have a lover at your side

At my side, but I wanted so much more

It was not meant to be

Now I’m left feeling so alone, so alone and lonely

I thought that you were, you could be

Could be the key to the rest of my life

But it wasn’t meant to be

Now every night I have to fight, fight the memories

Because it’s always you my mind comes back to

Measuring everyone else by you

6 months

Time I’ve spent with you dating exclusively

I wanted more

Like a lifetime, a lifetime of love

But you had enough of me

Now I struggle, struggle to believe

That I ever meant anything, anything to you

6 months meant the world to me

Apparently they meant

Nothing, nothing to you

Now I know they say that time heals all wounds

But six months with you seems like so much to go through

I try and make it through, make it through another day

Another day without, without you

6 months

Time I’ve spent with you dating exclusively

I wanted more

Like a lifetime, a lifetime of love

But you had enough of me

Now I struggle, struggle to believe

That I ever meant anything, anything to you

6 months meant the world to me

Apparently they meant

Nothing, nothing to you

Now it’s a year gone by

And you still haven’t been replaced

I still vividly see the image of your face

Your face when I close my eyes

I still think of you though I don’t want, I don’t want to

Wondering how you are, no longer wishing you would come to harm

I cry the loneliest tear when no one, no one is near

My tears still falling over you

You’re like the, like the moon, the effect you have on me

But your memory won’t let me, won’t let me free