Post 420: Stupid (12/13/09)

Stupid (9/4/09 c, 12/13/09 w - T)

I have to apologize

For the words that came from my mind
I just couldn’t conceive
That you would leave
I thought that we had something true

I was stupid

Please forgive the words I typed
I kind of lost my mind
I was swept away by my grief
That I believe I may have said more than I should have said
Forgive me, for my stupidity

Now I guess some of what I said

Was designed to get a reply
Sitting in my room with tears in my eyes
When it seems like everything you said
Was how life was going so great for you
Forgive me if I went too far

I was stupid

Please forgive the words I typed
I kind of lost my mind
I was swept away by my grief
That I believe I may have said more than I should have said
Forgive me, for my stupidity

You were my friend once upon a time

But that got clouded by me
Thinking you were the one
Or a reasonable substitution
I wanted to still converse

But I know it would have never worked
Because there would always have been a part of me
That wanted you, wanted you to give
Give more than you were willing to give to me
Like eternity

I was stupid

Please forgive the words I typed
I kind of lost my mind
I was swept away by my grief
That I believe I may have said more than I should have said
Forgive me, for my stupidity