Post 934: Why the (Censored) Did I Ever Think You Loved Me (3/16/10)

     Why the (Censored) Did I Ever Think You Loved Me (12/7/09 c, 3/16/10 w)

You told me stories to scare me away

I told you secrets, but you told me lies

Learning more about you was like pulling teeth

There is so much you kept hidden from me

I told you how I felt

I assumed you felt the same way

Why the (censored) did I ever think you loved me

Why did I think you really cared

I guess I wanted to believe it could be true

So badly that I believed in you

But there were moments with you

That seemed like I had broken through

And you let me into your life

But it was all a cruel lie

Why the (censored) did I ever think you loved me

You told me that you thought of me

To get my hopes up

But you could never, never really commit to me

Emotionally or physically

I was so in love

I never thought love could feel that lonely

Why the (Censored) did I ever think you loved me

Why did I think you really cared

I guess I wanted to believe it could be true

So badly that I believed in you

But there were moments with you

That seemed like I had broken through

And you let me into your life

But it was all a cruel lie

Why the (censored) did I ever think you loved me

Now I’m crying alone

And you’re out living your life

I never cross your mind as you’re out with your friends

It’s like I never, I never existed in your mind

I’m broken, but you are a whole

Now these false dreams are all I have to hold

Why the (censored) did I ever think you loved me

Why did I think you really cared

I guess I wanted to believe it could be true

So badly that I believed in you

But there were moments with you

That seemed like I had broken through

And you let me into your life

But it was all a cruel lie

Why the (censored) did I ever think you loved me