Post 929: Goodbye Was a Word You Didn't Say (3/16/10)

     Goodbye was a Word You Didn’t Say (12/3/09 c, 3/16/10 w)

I can’t believe

That several calendars have all faded

Since you left me alone and jaded

Wondering, wondering what I was to you

I was so in love, I guess you didn’t feel it too

Goodbye was a word you didn’t say

You didn’t say when I had to walk away

I still had dreams of spending my life with you

Though you were hundreds of miles away

But when I got the email

Goodbye was a word you didn’t say

I still held on

Held on to hope that you would change your mind

But it was never meant to be

Outside of my self delusion

And all the confusion I felt

When you threw me away

Like I meant nothing to you

Goodbye was a word you didn’t say

You didn’t say when I had to walk away

I still had dreams of spending my life with you

Though you were hundreds of miles away

But when I got the email

Goodbye was a word you didn’t say

Now the pain has taken over my sanity

And I couldn’t keep my emotions at bay

Lashing out a little bit at a time

Waking up to a nightmare

A nightmare that you weren’t mine

Finding it to be too true

I loved you, I honestly thought you loved me too

Goodbye was a word you didn’t say

You didn’t say when I had to walk away

I still had dreams of spending my life with you

Though you were hundreds of miles away

But when I got the email

Goodbye was a word you didn’t say