Post 2: A River of Tears (5/11/11): My Most Recent (at the time)

A River of Tears (5/11/11 c, w)

You never think you’ll see the final curtain fall

I stand and clap, but there’ll never be a curtain call
Hoping that this is just a bad dream
But i know that it isn’t for me
 
Feels like i’ve cried a river, a river of tears
So much pain it could go on for years
Trying to get by
But my heart is still yours
And i don’t know how i can go on without, without you
I feel enough pain to last for years
Feels like i’ve cried, cried a river of tears

So many empty years stand before me
So many years i planned on spending with you
But now i have to face the fact
Face the fact that we’re through
And there will never be, never be another you
 
Feels like i’ve cried a river, a river of tears
So much pain it could go on for years
Trying to get by
But my heart is still yours
And i don’t know how i can go on without, without you
I feel enough pain to last for years
Feels like i’ve cried, cried a river of tears

Trying to stand up but always i fall

Trying to survive when i don’t want to
Knowing never can i replace you
And all i have is time to think about what went wrong
Time to think of everything i didn’t say or do
Trying to tell myself i can get over you
 
Feels like i’ve cried a river, a river of tears
So much pain it could go on for years
Trying to get by
But my heart is still yours
And i don’t know how i can go on without, without you
I feel enough pain to last for years
Feels like i’ve cried, cried a river of tears


Miscellaneous:  luckily, I have been too emotionally numb (or is it apathetic) recently to try and write about feelings I vaguely remember having.  Ok, so I don't have any kind of current inspiration one way or the other.