Recap: My Last Year on Earth

Ready for another thrilling recap of very poorly written "songs"?

My Last Year on Earth (not so much) was written in 2009/2010 and might be big enough for it's own recap. It consisted of sub sections Unfinished Business and My Last Year on Earth 2010. I even have sections for attempts at Xmas (other post) and Halloween themed songs (sort of). They are not covered here.

Not sure when this stylistically happened, but my fantasy kind of shifted from process (one on one type things) to result - impregnating a woman. Not that i ever really knew enough about physical intimacy to have good fantasies anyway. This might be reflected in "songs" - or it might have been earlier. Sometime in the chronological 30s. Some were a little more on the non-PG realm (none of these listed below).

These bounce between hopeful/delusional dreams and depressing life-sucks type (i think). i think someone said hope is an opiate. It is hard to completely give up hope (you're just 6-numbers or the "one" away). i'd like to think that pre-destination or destiny was a real thing. What is meant to happen will happen and i can't screw it up. 

Some of these might have spoken to me when i reread them. Or maybe i just needed to have some on the list. There might have been more, but the formatting got messed up somehow, making it harder to read many "songs". Defaulting on Paragraph instead of Normal?

My Last Year on Earth

- Post 10: Bikini (8/9/09c, 8/19/09w)

- Post 23: Goodbye (8/9/09c, 8/19/09w)

- Post 26: Halcyon Wave (3/13/10 c,w) - never used the word "halcyon" the way my sister used it was the good old days. So, i thought a "Halcyon wave" would be a wave of nostalgia washing over you.

- Post 31: Cloak of Invisibility (3/18/10c, 11/18/10 w)

- Post 35: It Would Take a Miracle (8/9/09c, 8/19/09 w)

- Post 36: Pull Me Away (8.9.09c, 8.19.09w)

- Post 41: Your Name (8/9/09c, 8/19/09w)

- Post 59: Decade (1/1/10 c,w)

- Post 60: No Inspiration (1/1/10 c,w)

- Post 61: When I Close My Eyes (1/8/10 c,w)

- Post 69: Wishing on a Vacant Star (1/11/10 c,w)

- Post 108: Mistake (8/9/09c, 9/2/09 w)

- Post 111: Ugly (8/9/09c, 9/2/09 w)

- Post 138: Revisionist History (1/6/10c, 4/1/10w)

- Post 141: Never Plunged (1/6/10c, 4/10/10w)

- Post 157: Superstar of My Heart (8/9/09c, 9/3/09w)

- Post 198: Sing (8/9/09c, 9/4/09w)

- Post 202: A Kiss Before Dying (1/6/10c, 4/10/10w)

- Post 203: Zombie (1/12/10c, 4/10/10w)

- Post 204, 205: 6 Numbers (1/12/10c, 4/10/10w)

- Post 233: I Loved That Girl (9/19/09 c,w)

- Post 234: I Never Let Her Go (9/19/09 c,w)

- Post 235: Without a Hitch (8/19/09c, 9/19/09 w) - yes, i used the term "all seeing eye".

- Post 260: Writer's Block (8/19/09c, 9/28/09w)

- Post 277: We Can Just Cuddle Tonight ((8/19/09c, 9/29/09w)

- Post 283: The Final Curtain (1/27/10c, 4/10/10w)

- Post 286: Vancouver (4/11/10 c,w) - yes, it is lame, i didn't include some better stuff

- Post 287: Little Miss Everything Right (1/27/10c, 4/11/10w) 

- Post 289: It Ain't Right (1/27/10c, 4/11/10w)

- Post 353: Happy (9/4/09c, 10/3/09w)

- Post 356; You've Moved On (4/11/10 c,w)

- Post 420: Stupid (9/4/09c, 12/13/09w)

- Post 421: Phantom of My Heart (9/4/09c, 9/13/09w)

- Post 467: Don't Think of Me as a Nice Guy (9/4/09c, 1/6/10w)

- Post 610: Forget How to Remember (3/18/10 c, 8/5/10 w)

- Post 632: Exorcising You (9/15/09 c, 2/11/10 w)

- Post 633: Valentine's Day Weekend (9/15/09 c, 9/18/09 w) - based on a true story

- Post 638: Invisible Ink (9/15/09 c, 3/6/10 w)

- Post 929: Goodbye Was a Word You Didn't Say (12/3/09 c, 3/16/10 w)

- Post 931: Rent to Own (12/3/09 c, 3/16/10 w)