After college, you get to deal with a new form of hell. Getting that first job and trying to start your career. Easier said than done, isn't it (especially with a world-class sense of self-doubt)? This time was still a time of misplaced veiled hope for the future and unrealistic possibilities. This is a time of reflection, undeserved optimism, revisionist history and the like.
This section is for the labels: After College, The Blue Notebook (which was more of a really thick folder). This basically cover the end of college to a year or two after. i was living in Vancouver, WA (for 5 months ending in August 2000 i think) in an apartment by myself just writing useless stuff trying to luck my way into a business job/career - denied. It was the first time i ever spent on my own. While it was ultimately unsuccessful, it was a needed experience.